My experience of the Afterlife.  And the start of some of some big problems

I have some memories of my last life, and I have my memory from the last time I arrived in the Afterlife spirit realm. These memories have gradually started to come back to me over life and the reason for this is because of my psychic skills, and also because of me developing these skills. I will tell you a little about how it is on the other side but first I will let you know where I came from before I died as then my story will make more sense to you.

 In my dreams I kept seeing this beautiful house that was built round a raised park.  There were a few houses around the park. The houses went all the way down to the ground level and then the park was raised to the height of the first level and you could go up into the park and there was little walkway bridges that connected the park to the first floor level of the houses and I think that may of been the way in to the houses. I kept having this dream from time to time and I thought to myself I wish I lived some where nice like that. I have found out from a spirit that the house I keep seeing in my dreams –  that is the house where I used to live in my last life, and that I also used to be a teacher in my last life and that I had won the lottery. And I thought that may have been why I had such a nice house maybe. I had a wife, her name was Deborah and she died before me I haven’t got any memories from this last life except seeing the house. The rest of the information I have got about it is from the spirit telling me about it. A spirit told me that the house was in the north of England. I currently live in the south of England. The spirit did also tell me that I would start to remember things from my last lives some time in the future so when more of it starts coming back to me one day then I would like to find out where this house was and who I used to be. Anyway moving on to the end of my last life, when I died just like every one does and will do at one point in their life when their time has come. And my memory starts from the moment I arrived at the spirit realm. All of a sudden I was there and I was in a corridor and I was annoyed that I was back there again. And I said ‘Grrrrrr I am f****** here again!’ I remembered being there before even though now I can’t remember about the times before that I was there. But I do remember this time and I didn’t like it on the other side. A spirit also told me years ago that I didn’t like it on the other side before this information and memories had come back to me. At the time I knew where I was and that I had been there before but I was not sure on what there was to do there.

                                                                                                                                                                   Going back to when I arrived and was displeased that I once again was dead and in the spirit realm. I was in this wide corridor. I wasn’t moving myself but I automatically seemed to be slowly travelling… drifting forward down the corridor. I looked below me to see that I didn’t have a body – it slightly scared me and I looked  around me and there were yellow orb lights all around me. I seemed to be slowly travelling within a cluster of yellow orbs around me. They were all travelling down this hallway and to the left of me there seemed to be a stream of these orbs travelling in the opposite direction I kept looking around me. And I said to myself ‘This is so weird, this is so strange!’  Then I got a little panicky and scared so I shouted out the name of my wife from my previous life: ‘Deborah! Are you here?!’ And then in the distance I hear: ‘Yes I am here!’ And she was here my loved one. And when I hear her I see a slight bright yellow light in the distance. And with me making contact and hearing her she seemed to travel fast towards me and I started to fast travel towards her. It was like our energies pulled each other together. And then we became static we were not drifting anymore. Her light when I met her was really bright. And when we talked is was telepathic and there seemed to be a slight echo a bit like a magical echo. I said to Deborah that I was finding being in the afterlife really hard and I asked her if she could stay with me for a little bit. And she responded with ‘No, here it is by yourself.’ I said ‘But I am finding this really hard!’ She says well get reborn again then. I said how do I get reborn. She says all you need to do is say it. I said well cant u just say with me for a little bit to help me settle in. And she said no with that I turn away because I was annoyed that she couldn’t just help me be ok with being there. And I thought that it wouldn’t of been much to ask for. I found out from a spirit later that the reason she wouldn’t stay with me at the time is she thought it would make it harder for me because in the long run there it is by yourself.  Personally I feel If she did help me settle in then that it would of been the better thing to of happened. Because of what I did because of panicking has caused me some big problems in life. Also in hindsight as well I wish I spoke to here for a little longer considering she used to be my life partner. But at the time I was pissed off and started to travel towards the area to be reborn again. I said to myself in a frustrated voice: spend your whole life with someone and when you die they won’t even stay with you to help settle you in. I arrived at a corridor that came of the hallway, and there were little rooms that come of the corridor. You had to get in to the rooms to get reborn again. I will call them to be reborn rooms. There was another soul hovering at the door. I think he was standing there looking at some of the things and event that was destined to happen within this human life that you could get into though this reborn room. But because I was in a rush, and because I was having a sort of a panic attack I went straight past this soul without having a look to see what destiny had in store for this life within this reborn room. And went straight in to the room to be born again. The soul at the door tries to warn me no don’t get in to that one, I just said to him: I am in I am in, I think I may of had to say a series of questions this but this is a little hazy and I think one of them was whether I wanted to be psychic, I said yes and after a said them, I said over and over again: I am in I am in and it was like I was slowly teleported with my conscious fading and my memory disappearing. But it was not in a bad way but in a sort of tranquil way a nice way.

The life vessel body I rushed in to was destined for problems within child hood. Which I later in childhood I found out when I was sent to live with my father.

I started to get my psychic abilities when I was between 6 to 7ish I think. One time I looked at the sun setting and some info seemed to come to me that my mother was going to send me away to live with my father. And there I was going to have big problems though childhood there. Which for the moment, I don’t want to go in to. And I told my mother about this sort of info that came to me as I was looking at the sunset and she said that that wouldn’t happen. And I said yes it will I have seen it. And not long after my mother met a new man and after a year of us living with this new man and me being there, my prophecy had come true. And she sent me to Holland to live with my father ware I had to injure some big problems.

 

Years later I found out from a spirit that because I rushed into the 1^st to be reborn room without checking what was destined to happen in that life. All the big problems I had been though could of been avoided. If I just took a little time to choose the right life then most of the big problems I have been though could of been avoided (every life had some problems but most not as big as this life i jumped in to) usually these to be Reborn rooms that are destined to have big problems are usually left empty I didn’t have to go in to this reborn room i could of gone in another. Usually after a certain period the reborn room will close and if no one by then has got in the person carrying the baby will miscarriage. This happens all early on in pregnancy and is not always the cause but is mostly the reason the miscarriage rate being so high during the early stages of pregnancy. And this is the reason for the 1^st three months being the high risk period.

This life I got in should of been left empty, But I jumped in without checking,

But i am here now and most of the problems now are in the past now.

A spirit told me often of when u hear of children having big problems most of the time it was because of similar soles like me rushing in and not checking what is destined to happen within the life they are about to get in, Its mostly that.

Next time round when I am in the afterlife I plan on thoroughly taken my time.

In this experience of life what does not destroy u ultimately makes u stronger